Life SuX!

Well, it is officially finals week. Yeah for that--note the sarcasm. I asked my manager at work to work me less this week so I cna get things done and she addes more days to my schedule! That is one thing I don't understand but hey whatever.

Dennis and Me....where do I begin and what do I leave off? Well, we are still together of sorts but things are still off. I want to believe him and trust him but right now I can't. He knows this I have told him. It is funny...he tries so hard to make things better for example the other day we had freezing rain and at 7am he came over to scrape the ice off my car so I could get to work on time. Then other times I just want to say *sigh* life is back to the way it was with him ignoring me and doing whatever he wants again. I always have felt 3rd in his life. I know that sounds aweful but it is true. I suppose you are wonder what is 1st and 2nd. Well, in no specific order 1 and 2 are his friends and sports. If a game is on and I want to do someting it is NO I have to watch the game. A good example of this would be Nov. 5, 2005. This is the date of our 5 year anniversary! My parents ended up loading the truck to move and he came over to help. It did take a little longer than expected. That night Dennis, me, and JOE went to a movie together. After the movie I went to Hollywood Video to rent a movie and Joe and I watched the movie. Dennis went home and watched the STUPIDE PATRIOTS GAME! Any yes I am glad they lost that game. But Dennis is right I come before sports ever do.